I try to keep my mind occupied. I watch mindless television shows, I read everything I can - magazines, newspapers, e-mail, blogs. Yet there comes a point when it just hits me and I can't stop the pain from invading my entire body.
My milk has finally dried up. I thought when it happened I would be relieved. I find that I'm even more depressed. They say that God doesn't give you more than you can bear. I'm trying to believe that. That somehow I'm supposed to come out of this having learned something. Honestly, I don't know what it is yet.
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